shitty.

the past 3 days have been a disaster:

thursday night - went to dev's house. drank a lot. infact, i hate jungle juice, i will never drink it again. all i remember is ian saying "mar you're on your 5th cup, you've had enough" the rest of the night was a blur. fun, but a blur. i paid for it the next day...

friday - spent most of the day throwing up. being sick and hungover. blah. did i mention that i hate jungle juice? i finally managed to get out of bed around 7 and get my ass moving for the day. met up with the girls (char, allie and hayley) went back to dev's. i didnt drink this time. the girls did. allie, hayley and char left. bry showed up around 1 and we hung out for a little. char calls me, crying, apparently, allie and hayley got pulled over and got charged with d.u.i. great. i feel like its my fault because i asked a million times if they were okay to drive. bryant i leave the party & i stayed up most of the night, worrying about the girls.

saturday (today) - work was so slow. i had 2 tables in 4 hours. i walked with $7. great. so whatever, i got cut, came home got dressed and rushed over to see bry. we went to a skatepark in murrysville (near pittsburgh). we get there, not even 10 minutes later, i get a phone call. my sister was riding her bike in philly & she got hit by a car. i was so worried. at the same time, bryant thought he could jump this gap on his board & ended up landing the wrong way on his foot. i could tell something was wrong right away. we drove back to altoona. on the way home, i got pulled over, going 82 in a 55 mile zone. fuck. whatever, so we keep driving back to altoona, and finally get to altoona hospital. 3 hours later, bryant only bruised his foot and the bone really bad. im really glad its not broke though.

tomorrow's easter & i can only imagine how it's going to go....wish me luck!

busy.

i recently got asked to model for my friend tabitha. i usually dont model. im the one who needs to find models. i agreed because its really had to find anyone. we tried a couple different things. she only sent me 5 pictures to keep me held over until she edited the rest. so far i really like what she sent me.



ive been extremely busy with so many things. work, friends, bryant. just kind of catching up on life. ive been mostly working a lot and saving money so i can find a new car. i really haven't seen anything i can't live without.