today i moved the rest of my furniture in, hooked up my tv & my xbox...finally!! i can't wait until i start my job. i love being busy. you tend to get things done...well at least i do.

my best friends are coming home school today so i get hang out with them all weekend. this should be crazy!

there are these 2 girls...of course, they're younger than me, they're starting drama again just because my ex and i were talking. i'm almost 24. who needs that bullshit? that's high school stuff & high school was 5 years ago. GET OVER IT. it shouldnt matter who i talk to.

hahah. okay, i need to get away from the computer. i need to do laundry.

listening to: sublime - santeria

a few weeks ago, i made cupcakes for the guys while they were at work. i was pretty proud of them. i got my inspiration from yarnstorm. her blog is amazing.



ive decided that im going to bake something spectacular tonight. hmmmmmmm...but what?

i got a suprising phone call this morning from the ex. i was informed it's over. no surprise there, i already knew that.

this weekend should be eventful. for not working, (i dont start my job until sept. 10th) i have a lot to do! the girls are coming home from school. i can't wait!

a better day...

things are slightly better today. im forcing myself to do things. ive also accepted the fact that it's probably over between us. i guess its better to think negative about it so i dont get my hopes up.

i got hired at the olive garden today. that makes me happy. i really needed a job. i can cross that one off my 'to do list'. orientation...sat. @ 10am. classes, sept. 10th. i guess thats better than nothing...2 week vacation! ;)

there is that person you KNOW you have to be with.

you can't be without.

no matter what.

what do you do when that person doesnt feel the same?

tonight i am opening shop again.
yay.

i have a busy day ahead.

- interivew @ 3:15
- b&n for books and the regular tall mocha frap @ starbucks.
- micheals for supplies.
- sewing for the rest of the night!
- listing new items :)


check back later.

listening to: boys like girls - 'holiday'

im somewhat curious as to how many people actually ready this. let me know. it would be neat to see how people actually give a shit about it.

if youre interested in trading links, contact me.

im thinking about moving to livejournal. you would be able to leave comments there. ive also thought about sewing & selling my art again. possibly reviewing other sites as well...maybe a domain?? not sure. there is too much floating around in my head right now.



i have an interview at the olive garden tomorrow. im excited. that could = big bucks = moving out soon. i would LOVE to be moved out by christmas & have my own christmas, in my own apartment.


maybe.

maybe.

too much drama.

to all of my friends/co-workers at don pablos:

work has been way too dramatic and its too much stress. i shouldnt have to worry about work, outside of work. my parents even told me to quit. they feel that i have to come home from work every night, complaing about my job, its not worth it. i shouldnt have to question myself about going in or not.

the reason things are the way they are is b/c of our managment. ever since our g.m. left, things haven't been right. schedules are messed up, people are getting promised days off & not getting them and the managers have poor attitudes. the whole 'mallory & lindsay' episode wasn't handled correctly either.

i've never seen so many people walk all over management and get away with it.

i KNOW i am not the only person who sees something wrong with this place.

i feel it's better that i quit & live off of the money i have now, then to work at a place like that.

im a waitress, its not like my job is rare to find. im sure i will be able to get another one.

for now, im on vacation :o)

ick.

i feel like i'm getting sick. i just have that awful hot/cold feeling and my knees just hurt. i feel really bad b/c ive been telling josh i would take lunch in for him to work & every time, i blow it off. i'm sorry josh.

my parents called today. they're in myrtle beach. they rescued a dog from being killed at a sheleter. my mom does things like that. she felt bad. i guess they were taking it back and she told them she wanted it. it's an american bulldog/pittbull mix. he's cute. she sent me a picture.

i FINALLY got to be with josh last night. it was so nice to be able to lay around with him & just joke again like before. we are inseperable. i swear we were meant for eachother :o) i'm almost 24 & i feel that i'm at that age now, where i should find someone and just, settle down. no more dating around. settle down, eventually start life together. be happy. he makes me happy. i think he's going to be nice & suck it up & watch the notebook with me tonight. hahah. *sigh* i love him.

i wish my parents would come home. im sick of eating at work every night & when i get home i'm too tired to cook. ive been eating out too much. i KNOW i gained weight. i know i did.

marisa's home from her trip.
she biked a hundred and something miles to a rainbow gathering. she hitch hiked home. there were some crazy pictures. its nice to have company at the house again.

i had to be at work at 8 this morning. we had an exiciting meeting. i was late. 2 min. late. everyone stared at me when i walked it. dont you hate that? after that, things were fine & we continued our meeting. so, after we went to denny's and grabbed some coffee. everyone felt like our morning shouldnt be over, so we went to legion park. its the most beautiful, coolest park ever. ive spent a lot of time there. in fact, when i was in 5th grade, which would have been about 13 years ago, i helped build it. woo!

i have to work tonight at 5. don pablos ruined my life. i know there is going to be a lot of drama. the 2 girls that were giving me shit at work are getting their write ups tonight. they have no idea either. this should be interesting.

josh FINALLY comes home tonight. after a week without him. it felt like this week took forever to get here but now that it's here, it feels like it passed really fast. he should be home in 7 hours. i can't wait.

i believe in karma.

this week has been pretty rough. it started off good. i had a small party at my house, just some friends from work.

i dropped my nikon camera. the swivel lens just kind of broke off. its going to take 8 weeks to get it back. thank god the ex bf bought a damage protection warranty on it. it was free to get fixed. otherwise, it would have been $148. i bought a new camera 2 days ago & i'm happy with it.

there are these 2 girls at work that have been causing problems. ive asked several times what the fight was about that i got really dumb answers like "im going to kick your ass, thats what its about." i just laugh to myself because these girls are 19 & 21. they are acting like 14. we all got written up for "creating a hostile work enviroment." bullshit.

dear don pablos,
kiss my fucking ass.
love,
mar